I write.....
I have been keeping my distance from the blog lately..... the reason may not be a sound one.... but it is a reason nonetheless. It started with a nonchalant remark..... "Well, now that Parklen is home....I suspect you don't have much to be writing on the blog about anymore." The words weren't meant to hurt, they were innocent enough... but they cut me deep. My life, our life.... even Parklen's life.... is bigger than Parklen and his BMT journey..... but maybe the rest isn't worth reading....... maybe the rest of my thoughts, feelings, experiences..... are to remain inside of me. I have spun this over in my head for a couple weeks now. and you know what? I realize that there are a lot of people who read this blog, a lot of friends, family and strangers that take the time to read the words what I write.... and I am so thankful for that, but this blog started with two readers..... my husband and one friend who encouraged me to sta