~On ThIs DaY~

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I don't like to slide, I don't like to swing, but when we are at the park, you CAN take pictures of me!!!
Yes, I love home-made whipped cream


On this day I think of you. . . .
The things I have been taught through your very existence.
I think of the power in your smile.

On this day I think about the days when we thought we would lose you.
The feeling we had standing over the hospital bed.
I think of the fear.

On this day I think of the many trials,
The drives we have taken to the hospital,
I think of our bond.

On this day I think of the day you were born,
The moment I met you,
I think of the joy.

On this day I think of your chubby cheeks,
The way they feel when I kiss them,
I think of your cuteness..

On this day I think of your strength,
The bravery you show,
I think of your courage.

On this day I think of your spirit,
The light you carry with you,
I think of the many lives you have touched.

On this day I shed some tears,
The happy kind,
I think of my baby.

White Chocolate Pancakes for the birthday boy!


On this day you begin a new,
The third year,
I think of your birthday.

On this day I believe in miracles,
The blessings keep flowing,
I think of my Parky.

 My sleeping Angel

Happy Birthday my Sweet son, you are a walking miracle, spreading blessings with your every step.  I love you more than any words could describe.

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